I'm trying to fit a month's worth of clothes and amenities into a backpack and rolly suitcase... This is gonna be a toughie! Half of it needs to be empty so I can smuggle some souvenirs aka. baby koalas and coral reef species back home. Even though I'm tight on space, I refuse to leave behind my massive journal, which I carried through all my collegiate travels. It weights 5 lbs, but it'll be worth it when I jot down my adventures blustering through the rain forests and drinking Foster's on the Outback while waiting for kangaroo meat to finish roasting on the Barbie so I can top it off with some Vegemite. At least I think that's what Australians do...
There were lots of sacrafices to make this trip happen, including a secure job at an IBank, time for grad school apps, reflective moments to figure out the looming future, my mother's complacency and her assurance of my sanity (actually, don't think she ever had that), responsible adult life, and basically... stability.
But hey, no guts no glory! --is what I tell myself to feel better about this semi-reckless, I-can-barely-afford-it trip.
But hey, no guts no glory! --is what I tell myself to feel better about this semi-reckless, I-can-barely-afford-it trip.
These last two months since finishing UCLA have been semi-hellish. Well OK, they've been ridiculously fun and I've filled up all my time by industriously playing way too hard for a technically "unemployed" post-grad. But along the way, I sort of lost track of things and shifted into high gear without realizing I was heading for a cataclysmic last couple of weeks. Sure in these last two months I drank, ate, danced, frolicked, swat away nagging tugs at my conscience... but I also worked hard, 5 days a week, at what I thought were carvings of a clearer path for the future days to come. But I'm not exactly sure what the result of that is now.
I had devoted almost half my college career to Econ and torturous accounting classes, the other half to ridiculously fun but pointless English classes, and flirted with journalism through stints at Daily Bruin, LA Times, LA Mag, and KCET... but even so, for these last two months outside the comforting, padded walls of an institution, I haven't really have a solid sense of direction. And it may have been extremely fun, but it was also... internally tumultuous. So I'm glad I have this time off to get away and "find myself" (yes I said 'find myself'', don't roll your eyes at me!). I'm really not some broody, beanie-wearing, no-one-understands-me, what-is-my-purpose-in-life, lost soul. But these may be the signs of a quarter-life crisis? Only mildly though. But Geebus, how many times can you have those before you reach your mid-life crisis??
I'm burned out from working for and thinking about things that I'm not really sure matters, and I miss the travel flowing through my veins. And that high from falling head over heels with someplace completely unexpected, and having those rosy specs plastered over my eyes for the longest time. I guess my perspective has gradually worsened since Europe. I'm gonna get me some new ones!
So this blog begins with Europe and ends with Australia. It's been a good run, blogger!
Hostels, new friends and adventures, memories, cultures, miles and miles of un-traversed roads, here we go again...



















